A.P. Statistics

OH MY. So last week in Statistics we were working on a chapter I was pretty confident about.

Took the test feeling I aced it. Wrong. D-. So, I wanted to punch something. Then I missed half a class, and didn't know what was happening from then on. So I decided to stay after yesterday, and Mrs. Greer helped me for 1 hour, and it ALL-MADE-SENSE.

It was the best thing ever. My goal this, my last and final, year is to get an A in that class.

Ah, pray for me.

P.S. Met a fellow Bruin yesterday. She's a mom now and everything, but she was like, 'I love Mountain View! My husband went to Provo, and I'm like, Pssssh, ghetto.'

Don't you love us?

NYLF?

So I've been getting these letters for the longest time for some National Youth Leadership Forum, and I thought it was crap. Guess what? IT'S NOT. So..I'm thinking I'm going to go. How prime would that be? I know, super prime, huh? Except, I'm still really apprehensive about it, and what if the other 1%-tile kids are mean to me? Waaaa. I don't think I am super incredible academically, but apparently someone nominated me. Whatever, I'll take it. Exciting, non?

It starts..

Received my first letter from BYU.

I'm taking the ACT for the last time October 24th, then..I APPLY.

I want to get accepted to BYU so bad it hurts. Ow. <--See?!

I had my SEOP conference on Monday, and my counselor seemed pretty confident I'd get in.

HOWEVER. Have you ever taken a test, and felt so good about it when you turned it in, only to find you failed it? So..I feel if my counselor is so confident I'll get in..

I probably won't.

Darn it.

I've always had this thing called 'insecurity', and it affected me physically, and mentally. HOWEVER, this past week I got an epiphany called : I'm a catch. I realize that sounds extremely cocky and self-centered and what not, but it's not like that. I mean--this is the train of cognitive processes that led to my discovery: I am not that ugly. I am freakin' funny. I'm nice 67% of the time. I'm not one of those girls that are like, 'LOL, OMG, HAHAHAHAHA, WHAT?!'

Y'know? So..I think it's pretty modest and alright to say 'I'm a catch.'