I lied.

I'm a liar.

On the bright side, I learned I have the talent of deception.

Especially self-deception.

That's pretty cool, right?

Reeeeeeeelief (During Finals Week?!)

I am finally over that young man.

I can't tell you how amazing this feels.

I'm not sure who "you" is, haha.

But it is incredible, You, let me tell you.

I'm over him, and I'm not mad at him!

I didn't know that was possible.

It totes is! I'm completely Switzerland.

Like, if he were to walk in those double glass doors to my left right there,

I'd probably look up, (reluctantly; don't like to leave my writing)

wave, smile, and get back to this.

Really though!

Isn't that wonderful?

I came to the realization that it isn't his fault.

It's not his fault that I was this illogically romantic typical girl who SWOONED.

It's not his fault, or his problem.

And now? It's not mine either!!

:D

The most perfect song EVER for how I am feeling.

(cue the rain)
You got me caught in all this mess
I guess we can blame it on the rain
My pain is knowing I can't have you
(I can't have you)
Tell me does she look at you the way I do?
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, am I crazy?
I catch my breath
The one you took the moment you entered the room
My heart it breaks at the thought of her holding you
Does she look at you the way I do?
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy,
Or is this more than a crush?
Maybe I'm alone in this
But I find peace in solitude knowing if
I had but just one kiss this whole room would be glowing
We'd be glowing
We'd be glowing

Beginnings

frydaye!!

So!

Yesterday was a pretty good day, me and Chels had some pictures taken by Beth Berry.

It was loads of fun. Also, I got the watch I've had my eye on for quite some time.

"Quite some time" being about 20 hours, since I'm impatient.

Look at it. Look at it to the left of this very georgia type text!

I love it. It can do everything. It can hold up to 38 names and numbers, haha! Isn't that the funniest thing you've ever heard!?

I know. Me too. Observation: everyone is getting either engaged, or leaving on their mission. It's starting to stress me out, especially since I can't leave on my mish for another 2 years or something. OH! In case you were wondering, there's 46 days until my birthday, yes. Yes, my watch told me that. ALSO: I see Tanya today! I am so excited. I haven't seen that woman in so long, years-centuries. That's an exaggeration. And now; for your viewing pleasure:

Curses.

I'm literally losing my mind.

For realz, haha.

I was talking to my friend today, and as I said something, my mind thought,

'hey, that sounds familiar!' and I asked her, "..did I just say that?"

Which she confirmed.

I'm really worried.

Also, I missed my final. I sort of just want to die right now.

Like, really.

ALSO--you know those girls you just want to slap?

Yeah. Me too. I know them too.

:/

ACTUAL EPIPHANY

I realize I already posted today, but the name of my blog is "Epiphanies", and I just got one.

I AM NOT HEAVY RIVER SEDIMENT.

I will NOT settle.

I deserve the best. Just because I get stupid butterflies around some stupid people, doesn't mean I have to settle!

YAY FOR NOT SETTLING!

I love myself right now

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