Different.

I can't do things other people my age get to do. 

I can't go to shows in downtown on Friday night.

I can't go on dates to the movies. 

I can't have fun with my friends and disappear for days.

I am constantly thinking of what I should be doing, could be diffusing, might be helping; at home.

It's so frustrating, I can't enjoy anything. 

I feel guilty if I go to school an hour early to study because maybe I could've used that hour to help with the cleaning, or pick the kids up from school, etc.

What if these feelings never go away? How am I supposed to live my life?