Thursday, March 3, 2011

Lull

Y'know what I'm sick of?
A lot of things.
I don't want to complain, so I won't.
But you know that feeling when you're like, "Ehhhh.."
Yeah. I know that feeling too.

I've been at my parent's for almost 2 consecutive weeks.
I'm getting too comfortable here, and I hate my roommate too much.
I need to man up (woman up) and just go home.
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH. <--that's me sighing.

Isn't communication so weird?
Like, texting. What the heck is up with that?
You're literally like..sending someone a piece of paper and it's magically appearing in their phone. It's so..weird and frail and..magical. Yet, if no one texts me, I feel pretty worthless.
That probably translates to some sort of self-esteem issues.
And language! I always catch myself in the middle of a conversation and I'm like, 'wow...what if I didn't know english? How would me and this person be communicating right now?'
Then I realize I've missed 45% of the conversation. But it's because, again, I WAS COMMUNICATING! With myself, that is. It's called "intrapersonal communication", and that's WHAT'S UP.